
This journal records the detail of my mastering fine art photography after 10,000 hours of deliberate practice
Hours 10,735 to 10,814
31st May 2026
Hours 10,811 to 10,814
(½h) updating this journal
(3½h) finishing and publishing the “Freud, Jung and Lacan” post

30th May 2026
No Hours
This is the first day I have not done even an hour of photography or art related work since starting this 10,000 hour project on the 1st November 2017
29th May 2026
Hours 10,809 to 10,810
(½h) researching André Derain the Fauvist painter and contemporary of Matisse, Cézanne and Picasso as a result of listening to the audio book “How to See” by David Salle
(1h) YouTubes:
- Cogitart: “ANDRÉ DERAIN: The Fauvist Genius You Never Knew” and Nazi collaborator during WWII
- Professor Graeme Yorston: “Paul Klee – Strength and Resilience – Biographical Documentary“
(½h) adding André Derain to the New Artists section of the “Spring 2026” post
28th May 2026
Hours 10,807 to 10,808
(1h) writing a “Manifesto” for my Double Abstract images:
| Double Abstract Statement of Intent or Manifesto A portal, (door, window, etc.), is simply the separation of, and point of departure between spaces. Metaphorically, it’s the transition from one state to another. The metaphysical painter Giorgio de Chirico used doors to symbolise a gateway to the unconscious. The writer, Franz Kafka, used doors to symbolise the denial of a hidden truth, unattainable authority and spiritual frustration. These ideas became essential building blocks for the surrealists. This picture is an abstract, and abstract pictures are abstract. Although produced photographically, the image has no fixed representation and is not intended to remind you of anything. Instead, please enjoy: – The picture as a whole – how it makes you feel – The detail – every sparkle, swirl and trail – In particular, the transition from one state to another My intention is to step towards what Mark Rothko described as “not a picture of an experience, but a picture that is the experience.” With this in mind, please abandon preconceptions and meet it halfway. |
(1h) creating a circular contribution to the “Oval Mantle” series

27th May 2026
Hours 10,803 to 10,806
(1h) Amersham Coffee Club
(1h) updating this journal including all the recent links to the Flickr site
Freud posited that we are not in control of our own thoughts
(2h) Amersham Colour Group – zoom
26th May 2026
Hours 10,799 to 10,802
(1h) Heni Talks YouTube Francis Bacon Part 3: “Triumph and Tragedy“
(1h) researching the philosophy of Roland Barthes
Roland Barthes: Modern culture communicates ideology through ordinary images, objects, and habits that appear completely natural; myths are not ancient legends, but modern ideological narratives disguised as common sense
(2h) Stoke Poges Photographic Club – Open Print Final
25th May 2026
Hou 10,798
(1h) researching Albert Oehlen:
- first artist to use clunky digital output as the basis of his art
24th May 2026
Hours 10,796 to 10,797
(½h) selecting images and preparing PDIs for next week’s Open Print final at the Stoke Poges Photographic Club
(½h) updating this journal and the “Freud, Jung and Lacan” post

(1h) several hours listening to “How to See” by David Salle, with key comment about:
- Alex Katx
- Sigmar Polke
- Albert Oehlen; “the best currently practicing artist”, above his 2027 “Loa”; previously encountered 23rd October and 3rd November 2022 a contemporary of Georg Baselitz, Sigmar Polke and Gerhard Richter
- Jeff Koons; very genuine
- Roy Lichtenstein
23rd May 2026
Hour 10,795
(1h) Updating this journal with lots of links to the Flickr site
22nd May 2026
Hours 10,793 to 10,794
(1h) creating new versions of the “Oval Mantle Abstracts”

“Oval Mantle Ia”

“Oval Mantle IIa”

“Oval Mantle IIIa”
(1h) preparing and ordering prints for next week’s Open final at the Stoke Poges Photographic Society
21st May 2026
Hours 10,789 to 10,792
(½h) preparing prints for this evening’s last ever PiC Group meeting
(1½h) creating the following amended versions of the Double abstract based on feedback from yesterday’s coffee meeting:

“Mantle III”

“Mantle IV”

“Mantle Va”
(2h) Amersham PiC Group meeting
20th May 2026
Hours 10,787 to 10,788
(½h) updating this journal
(1½h) Amersham Coffee club discussion of my double abstracts:
- Oval portals, generally prefered
- Better with more weight (darker part of the image) at the bottom
- Some areas blownout and therefore lack detail
Painting technique: “Repoussoir”, creating depth by framing a scene with a dark foreground, so that the eye is drawn to details in the background
19th May 2026
Hours 10,784 to 10,786
(½h) working on the “Freud, Jung & Lacan” post
(½h) preparing and ordering a print of my Assamese Woman Fishing image in a Floater Frame as a trial for using this as a standard for any exhibition
(2h) Stoke Poges Photographic Club – Open PDI Final
18th May 2026
Hours 10,778 to 10,783

(½h) modifying “The Pleasure Principle”, left, for mounting in a deep, matt black frame – an idea seen at Photo London yesterday
(3h) finishing the “Zero to FRPS in 10,000 Hours” press release for the Royal Photographic Society. Now actually an eight page draft article
(½h) updating this journal
(2h) Amersham Photographic Society – Print Final, my entries below:
| Image | ….. | Comment |
![]() | “The Eyes Have It” Expertly executed but didn’t make the shortlist | |
![]() | “The Unavoidable Face of Capitalism” Well constructed, great concept but again didn’t make the shortlist |
17th May 2026
Hours 10,773 to 10,777

(1½h) Creating the 3rd in the Mantle series below and “Oval Mantle III” above:

(3h) Photo London with my friend and mentor, Yin Wong
(½h) preparing and ordering prints for this Wednesday’s coffee club meeting
16th May 2026
Hours 10,771 to 10,772

(1h) selecting images and processing PDIs for next week Amersham Print Final and Stoke Poges’ Open DPI Final
(1h) creating the double Mantle abstracts, above and below

15th May 2026
Hour 10,770
(1h) press release: “Zero to FRPS in 10,000 Hours” for the Royal Photographic Society
14th May 2026
Hour 10,769
(1h) press release: “Zero to FRPS in 10,000 Hours” for the Royal Photographic Society
13th May 2026
Hours 10,767 to 10,768

(1h) HENI Talks YouTube: “Francis Bacon, Part 2: Post War Success” discussion of “Painting 1946”, left
- blinds in background, possibly inspired by pictures of Hitler’s bunker
- meat in the shape of a crucifix, and laid out in front of the man as though in a butcher’s shop
- man in shadow of umbrella (Neville Chamberlain?)
(1h) writing up this journal
If you could explain it, why go to the trouble of painting it.”
Francis Bacon – frequently repeated quote
12th May 2026
Hours 10,765 to 10,766
(2h) press release: “Zero to FRPS in 10,000 Hours” for the Royal Photographic Society
11th May 2026
Hours 10,760 to 10,764
(1h) shooting in the Stoke Poges Memorial Gardens
(1h) editing and processing the above images
(1h) working on the “Freud, Jung & Lacan” post
(½h) updating my 10,000 hours story press release for the Royal Photographic Society
(1½h) Amersham Photographic Society – lecture by Lesley MacGregor ‘Corners of the Mind’
10th May 2026
Hours 10,757 to 10,759
(2½h) starting and extensively researching the post “Freud, Jung & Lacan“
Stumbled upon reference to Jacques Vaché (1895-1919), (known for his general indifference and wearing a monocle), a major influence in the start of the surrealist movement, took his own life at the age of 23 from an opium overdose
In literature, it is Jacques Vaché to whom I owe the most”
André Breton
(½h) updating this journal
9th May 2026
Hours 10,754 to 10,756
(1h) watching the HENI Talks “Stories of Art: Jean-Michel Basquiat – 80s Art Superstar“
(1½h) creating the following double abstracts

“Mantle Oval I”

“Mantle Oval II”
(½h) updating this journal
8th May 2026
Hours 10,751 to 10,753
(1h) discovered Naum Gabo (1890-1977) Russian-American constructivist sculptor and Antoine Pevsner
We reject the decorative line. We demand of every line in the work of art that it shall serve solely to define the inner directions of the force in the body to be portrayed.”
‘The Basic Principles of Constructivism’, Naum Gabo & Antoine Pevsner, 1920

(½h) shooting ICM images of a David Harbour sculpture representing the earth’s mantle
(1h) processing the above images and creating “Double Mantle” above
(½h) watching the first in a series of HENI Talks “Francis Bacon – The Emerging Artist” which discusses “Three Figures at the Base of a Crucifixion” as a metaphor for violence
7th May 2026
Hours 10,748 to 10,750
(1h) learning about the comparative contributions of the psychoanalyst and philosophers:
- Sigmund Freud – introduced the concept of the unconscious and it’s potential for artistic expression – hence André Breton’s definition of Surrealism as “pure psychic automatism”
- Carl Jung – reframed art as an expression of archetypal and mythic structures within our shared unconscious
- Jacques Lacan – considered the mind to be structured like a language
(2h) Amersham Beyond Group
6th May 2026
Hours 10,746 to 10,747
(1h) Amersham Coffee club – the latest version of the double abstract, created on 1st May was roundly praised
(½h) processing the images of the Banksy statue shot yesterday
(½h) updating this journal and creating the Banksy Flickr album to hold all the images

5th May 2026
Hours 10,741 to 10,745
(1h) preparing prints, including remounting the “Half a Red-Headed Woman” image for this evening’s set-subject print final

(1½h) meeting with Robert Astley-Sparke who is a high-end photographer of celebrity portraits, jewellery and architecture, and has a book coming out soon
(½h) shooting the new Banksy Statue that he recently installed in Waterloo place
+ some time at the National Gallery
(2h) Stoke Poges Photographic Club – set-subject print finals where I came both first and second with the only images to be awarded a 20
4th May 2026
Hour 10,740
(½h) preparing and sending images for this week’s Amersham Beyond meeting
(½h) updating this journal and Flickr site
3rd May 2026
Hours 10,738 to 10,739

(1h) shooting the latest version of “Smith and Man Ray 2026 and 1931” above for the latest Amersham Beyond challenge “Solarization” also completes the previous challenge of recreating great art
(½h) processing the above image
(½h) updating this journal and Flickr site
2nd May 2026
Hour 10,737
(½h) updating this journal
(½h) selecting prints and preparing the associated PDIs for next week’s set-subject print final at the Stoke Poges Photogrphaphic Club
1st May 2026
Hours 10,735 to 10,736
(1h) updating this journal: new month admin, and revisiting my 2021 post “Roland Barthes’ Camera Lucida” in the context of having recently spent a good deal of time studying Jacques Lacan, Alexandre Kojève, et al.
In the post I don’t pick up on any direct influence, although Barthes and Lacan were both French intellectuals and the former would certainly have studied the latter, the overlap is more the Structuralist concepts of the linguist Ferdinand de Saussure from which Barthes developed a framework for art, and Lacan a model of thought

(1h) creating the above version of “Double Abstract II”, which I was encouraged to persist with at the last colour group meeting










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